Ingela took this when we went to Hawaii. I love it. 

wow, i don't remember ANYTHING after a certain point last night. we went to minho's in allston. MOB got us 2 30's which we carried in plain view around the streets. got drunk wicked fast, played ruit, were having an awesome dance party when there was this official sounding knock on the door, and i guess we were too loud for a monday night because a neighbor must've called to complain. they didnt ask for identification and they didn't take away alcohol, so we waited outside for them to leave, then went back in and grabbed our stuff, split the 2nd 30 and put them in all our bags. i don't know what came after that, i don't remember going to the T or anything. i guess it was a fun ride judging by my pictures/video. we played sudoku and sang. came back here, i went to see doug and simon and them, but i don't remember anything else. i must've been walking so crooked. then when i came back minho was standing in the middle of the living room in the dark. then i guess i slept. woke up still fully drunk and went to enviro. so fuuun. horrible class. gonna try n go to the gym after i finish this beer haha. good monday. 

ahhh last night was so fun. cunard fire escape, another rager. dance party. so fucking good. then steven and ashley arrived, and all my friends went home. so i went back to cunard with them, and it had died down a lot and the beer ball was dry so this kid steve told me there was something around the corner and i could follow him and we'll get free wine. (we pregamed with 2 boxes of wine earlier) so we follow, forget about the wine, it's like this secluded little doorway through an alleyway. that had died down too but there was still ruit setup so steven and ashley played, got the last pitcher of beer and then someone let us take shots of rubi and smirnoff that we found in the kitchen. during ruit, someone from the street kicked a window and the screen broke. so steve went up to fix it and when he came back he said something crazy's going on in the street. i think someone's party was busted cuz there was a line of 6 police cars with their lights on, and kids lined up against the street. so badddd. so we peace from that place. run into someone on the street and were both like yo whats goin on here?! and the guys are like, we dont know but u can come hide out in our place til they're gone. and that's basically all i remember. me, ang, steven, ash. walk into this random person's apartment, there's like this couple laying together on the couch, a couple kids in diff corners of the room and we just barge into this place at like 4 am, it was fuckin ridic. so i think we found a back exit out of that way, made it back to the street, and passed out. woke up pretty early, like 7 and then again around 1045. today i'm doing the elevator experiment with rachael, going to the gym, hangin with ash & steve, finishing up work, gettin a good night's sleep. 

fuck my life! tonight therefore i am is playing a full band show in norwood with fucking NOAH AND THE WHALE. and i dont know how i would get to norwood but im mad that i didnt fit it into my sched. could this week seriously get any worse? has anything good happened this week? quick little recap: boy drama with leigh, jill, and i. a baby 2 streets down from me was thrown out of a 4th floor window and died, there was a riot on that street, today something over there was on fire, travis barker was in a plane crash, last night we got busted 4 times at 3 diff places, hell of a week. last night was one of the most fun nights i've had since last september though. started with 3 boxes of wine at ang and amy. instead of that being a pregame sesh, we were all full blown retarded. angie and dan and i peed like right outside the police station between these 2 big steel box things, got to doug's finished our wine and got beer, minho gave me a little jack, i found someone's Bacardi O Orange on the counter and took like 5 shots of it hahah. Was busted by 2 security guards twice because we were way too loud on the deck. went to erica's but i don't really remember much past when we first got to doug's. i don't even know, i just drank everything in sight. tonight's going to be just as ridiculous. i can't wait. brighten's playing at afterhours so i think we're gonna pregame then stop by there around ten to see them play. the distraction has a show at berklee so i wanna see jay after if he can hang. k time to shower and get ready. 

We let people party in our room and i wake up with a lollipop stuck between my printer and desk, ash ALL over the back of my desk and windowsill, and broken wine glass pieces ground into the floor. SWEET. went to the gym today and worked out so hard, almost doubled my workout. feels so good. got fuckin retarded last night off a disgusting amount of wine, had a dance party, drunk texted againnnnn thats really something i need to stop doing i regret it every time. got the cocorosie cd, finally gave in. i actually really love it. leigh, chase, and i went to cheesecake today. i got chopped salad and that's my favorite food in the world. mmmmm. every day that i wake up and open the curtains and see boston outside my window i smile. i love this place and i wouldn't have wanted to live anywhere else. i want to stay here forever. classes are better, way more in control. and i feel in control of my body, which is always the most important thing for me. i'm sleeping early tonight to wake up for my 1030 tomorrow. niggght!

as much as i would like to update you all on my life right now, it's hard because i don't really feel like i've been living it. i feel like i'm watching myself outside my body. i don't remember much at all about the last few nights. it's been fun and i never want it to end, but tonight is a school night so..until friday. this week's really going to be hard though. last night we had boxed wine that angie didn't get carded for.. so we had that at our place while we played truth or dare in our room. it was a ridiculous game. then we headed to marissa's at douglass park. the RA walked in not 5 minutes after we got there.. we all had to leave. so we finished our drinks in the staircase and then chilled in the bottom of a parking garage. then we took the T up to the hill to meet MAriam at Master's place.. there's 8 of them living there it's sooo sickkk. there's like 3 floors and so many cute rooms. met some really cool people, chilled out, it was a good night. doug came a little later, then we realized it was 3 o clock so we should leave.. then we got home and made food and realized it was 4 o clock and that it wouldnt be a good idea to watch 28 weeks later like we planned because we'd all fall asleep.. and now here i am awake at 1 pm on a sunday. gonna do laundry and homework and eat and go to the gym and watch pi tonight. i would talk about all my other nights but they're so blurrryyy in my head that;s why i need twitter.

last night was so fucking insane. i don't even remember anything. started off with mixed drinks and kings. the RD stopped by i dont even know why but they made us take down out twinkle lights :( got a little rowdy and took some shots, steven got here with the rondack crew, matt colman lost his phone, i took soco shots with steven and bryan, jager shots with matt, more mixed drinks, vodka shots by myself. then we went to tina's upstairs apartment and saw more people. had some beer and socialized on the fire escape for a bit, then we bounced back to our place and played more kings, i ended up naked, i fell and have this horrible rug burn on my knee and elbow. angie smoked a cigarette like on the way out of dav because she didn't want to wait to get outside, i wanted to kick all the recycling out into the hallway but leigh didn't let me so she said i could kick one out and then have to stop. hahahaha. i don't know how but we met up with the guys that took matts phone and they gave it back to us and said i looked like a playboy bunny, haha. they definitely did drugs. so much hilarious shit happened last night and i need to sit down with everyone and try to remember. oh yeah bryan had to give alex a lapdance in kings, and jill was basically naked. i saw mates of state yesterday! they played on campus with the cool kids, who i didn't stay for. we stole salt from the dining hall yesterday and it spilled in leigh's bag and had a huge pile of salt at the bottom of her bag. i got a trainspotting poster and leigh got a twilight one (haha). my books came to 300, not toooo too bad. alright my computer is about to die. so yea i woke up at ten still drunk and just put on my gym clothes and left without even thinking, worked out and i looked like a zombie i wasn't even sweating or even feelin the weight of the machines at all. for sure takin it easy today. im going to hang out with the rondack crewww..maybe aquarium?!

alright so! i'm all moved in now. the new place is really roomy and comfortable. today we got twinkle lights for the living room, it looks soso good. we shopped with amy and her mom at BBB today, and then target, and this superstore of Goodwill. spent more than i should've, more than i actually have. last night was ridiculous. for dinner alec came over along with leigh's friend's boyfriend who just moved here and doesn't know anyone. alec made us all spaghetti with sauce with spinach and we had french bread and parmesan cheese and wine. leigh's id worked at a little place closeby that sells beer and wine. so exciting! after dinner we drank more wine then went to miele's, played kings with the boys and miele's roslindale friends. moved onto doug's new place on st stephen's. had some beer and hung out on the fire escape and talked with dan and amy and alec and a few others. went back to miele's room for a little, then went to tina and erica and amanda's new place on cunard. it was the same building we went to last year for tim/julian's party.. the place leigh and sam oglesby got puked on through the fire escape! hahaha :/ there were a lot of people there.. but being that i came with 13 other people, i knew a lot of them. drank more and talked out on the fire escape, then peaced with amy and alec. slept so well, i love my new bed/room. except that the sun rises on our window side so we woke up at like 11 and couldn't fall back asleep. everyone else moves in tomorrow. im so stoked! oh and we went to the DH tonight for dinner, seriously, got to be the best cafeteria food in the whole country. had tilapia and a piece of onion and mushroom pizza that i picked off the mushrooms. and brought back apples and pretzels and chips and tomatoes and cucumbers and yummy other thangs. walked back in pouring rain with a tight white shirt on, that was a mess i feel like i took a shower. alright going to lay down. ps missed the gym the last 2 days fuck my liiife at least we're walking a lot. 

is the world really going to end on december 12, 2012? 

i watched "The Number 23" at ali's after we did our ten o clock workout in which we bumped into familiar faces such as seco and adam and jen howard and people she knew from her new pizza place job. the movie's subject matter wasn't that great, i thought, but jim carrey nailed the character. got 400 dollars worth of apartment stuff at bed bath and beyond today. my favorite item being the soap dispenser in the shape of a french maid. so cute. found tall gray slinky boots at bakers, a black cardigan at h&m, Thank You For Smoking at FYE for 8 bucks!, a new pair of prescription glasses that should be ready tomorrow, and all new toiletries from CVS. when i was there, a parked car's engine was about to explode. the smoke billowing out of it was black and filled the entire parking lot. fire trucks and police were there, firemen were trying to spray the car down but the smoke didnt really stop for like ten minutes. everyone shopping came outside the stores and just stood and watched in awe, people were taking pictures and videos, it was nuts. and the owner of the car never even came out or knew. i would die if that happened to me ever, fire is my biggest fear in the whole world, especially my house or car catching on fire. AH. alright so, one day left. i intend to do a lot of laundry for my new sheets and comforter and towels, to get my hair cut by laura adamo, to eat sushi with matt, to organize my room and have my bags loaded into the car by midnight, to go to the gym, and to see my girlfriend, jackie, and larry. and maybe if i pack rapidly me and larry will have time to stop into Ink Injection to get a small quick tattoo since today's didnt work out. right now i'm going to pass out, and dread tomorrow.

i need to find cute boots (maybe 1 or 2 or 3) before i go back to school. today i tried to pack up my room, that was nearly impossible. i got a lot of it done though. sorted hats and scarves and dresses and jackets and makeup so far. ali sat on my bed on my computer all day all curled up, it was too cute. then we had chicken pot pie dinner, mm. im reading a memoir about this girl kerry and how she was promiscuous. it's really good so far and i just started it yesterday and am more than halfway through. it's due back tomorrow so i need to finish it tonight. when i got my oil changed today i got hit on by a 30 year old who worked there who wants to take me out as soon as i'm not single anymore (wooops, said i had someone haha). he gave me a ten dollar discount and said i was gorgeous and he couldn't believe i was only 19. it was nice, that hasn't happened to me in a while. anywaaaaay, tonight i saw sam for the first time in ages. she looks wonderful and we had so much to talk about. was supposed to go to the gym with ali right now but she's falling asleep, my muscles ache from working out too hard this morning anyway, so whatever i'll just go in the morning. last night was so much fun, we played donut and kings at larry's with a bunch of people, and i lost "never have i ever" every time for all this crazy sexual stuff that i've done and mostly no one else has. whatever, everyone was targeting me by like the 3rd round haha. then shane, larry, and i ended up watching porn in larry's room, but it wasn't that good and at like 4 i was tired and drove home as best i could. i need to change my canadian money to american money tomorrow! it's so annoying having cash for once and not being able to use it. also getting a new pair of glasses soon, i think i'll get something obnoxious like blue or orange or something weird. ali's mother is cutting my hair on thursday, i can't wait to have a fresh shape and ends. today ali was going to take the blond out of my hair, we bought dark brown dye yesterday, but i chickened out last minute and turns out i'm not ready to have all my hair one color just yet. so i'll bring the dye to school. before i leave i want to go to taco bell just once. i didn't know there's one in the triangle center in yorktown, that's nuts, i've wasted my life until i go there and order one of everything and eat it all and then want to die for the next week. yay. k book now, bye.

wow i'm so beat. so starting with montreal.. the city itself i didn't really like.. the little restaurants and shopping and bars were cute and people were really nice..but the city was so congested that it was impossible to get anywhere. we got lost for hours because the streets are soooo confusing and do not make sense at all.. we got a parking ticket in the time that we parked the car and walked 1 min to the pay station.. we paid at 1:38 and the guy ticketed us at 1:37..probably because he saw New York plates.. we tried talking to him and showed him the pay stub but he wouldn't hear it.. uggghhhh. other than montreal, St. Bruno (where we stayed) is similar to westchester.. we really liked it there. the week with the family was wonderful, i feel like i spent quality time with each person. the sister is really great and she speaks fluent english so that also helped us out.. we went shopping with the mother one day and when we had to say goodbye she actually cried and that made anne and i tear up and it was just sad to have to leave.. i feel like we didn;t have enough time. we met both charles and francois' friends..they were all awesome, we went to La Ronde, a theme park that reminded me of hersheypark a lot :):):) we went to Mont Royal, the top of a sleeping volcano that people go to to look out at Montreal.. we ate poutine (heart attack in a bowl), a french canadian food that's supposedly the best in french quebec. charles made us eggs/brown sugar/maple syrup breakfast that was the best breakfast food ever and i will try to recreate it tomorrow..i guess they eat it a lot over there.. their house is absolutely incredible, like no house i've ever seen before. and they have a beautiful yard with a pool and everything. the first night anne and i stayed in the living room upstairs, and all the other nights we stayed in the RV which was parked next to the house.. so we had our own little house. we ate dinner with the family every night and played guitar hero and went to the drive in on the last night, saw death race and the mummy without english subtitles, charles turned his truck around and brought chaise lounge cushions so we sat and drank and smoked and had this big speaker in the pickup with us. it was great. got cigarettes from the indian reserves. 200 cigarettes for 13 dollars. they make me sick after i smoke one though, and are 7 times worse for you. i was a little nervous bringing them through customs since theyre illegal (i think) but everything was cool. the customs guy letting us into quebec asked the most ridiculous questions.. who owns this car? how do you know each other? who are you staying with? for how long? how do you know them? how long have you known them? what's your occupation? take off your sunglasses! holy fuckkk we were so nervous. anne and i got our tattoos! vivre rire aimer on the back of our neck. i like it so much :) so on the way back from canada we pass bolton landing and i decide to call steven because maybe we can see him before we both go back to school.. so we turn around and get off his exit.. turns out its tony's 25th birthday the next day so we haveee to party that night. so steven buys us dinner and we went with joe also to brown's at the sagamore.. ate nachos.. then walked around the sagamore after to digest and take pretty pictures. went back to the rondack, started drinking with ashley and steven.. tony gets back from work around 11.. more people come.. im doing more shots and holding a beer in one hand and a vodka and lemonade in the other.. and then i woke up with anne the next day and it was time to go home. i wish we could've stayed another night, i love it there. so i get home and then i unpack/repack and we leave for the jersey shore. get there, go to dinner and go to sleep. wakeup and have a not so nice day which turns out beautifully and sunny probably with a high UV index because i got more color. layed out all day and played frisbee with kris, got wraps on the beach. lost my fucking brand new sunglasses to this huge wave that came out of nowhere and forced me underwater and i lost my glasses but somehow not my bobby pins. was soooo mad since they were brand new from montreal and i actually loved them they looked so cute. searched for an hour and went back 2x today and yesterday to check with guest services. no sunglasses came in either day though. still haven't got over that. did get some other really cute things in montreal though, a bag, 2 necklaces and a ring, and this beautiful dress from a dept store like nordstroms thats only in quebec. anyway, today was a beautiful day too.. got more burnt and then had pasta for dinner..feel shitty.. not excited for school or anything this week..maybe sushi tmrw if matt can.. gotta pick out new glasses frames, see ali, and go to the gym, and please let me have the motivation to clean my room..ah! i can't live in it anymore! alright..sleep