I thought we were only friends, I didn't mean to lead you on or make you think that this might be going somewhere.. This always happens to me and I don't want to break anyone's heart but I can't help it because I love you but I'm not in love with you..

The weekend was fantastic. The 4 of us (Ali, Steven, Tony, and I) spent every second together. It was so easygoing and relaxing. I love that house and wish I had another month or so on this summer so I could be up there with the water and the trees and peace. 

Tomorrow I'm seeing The Dear Hunter, Lydia, and Matt's band Where the Wild Things Are. I'm really excited for the show, but nervous about someone who's going to be there. 

Today Anne and I are tanning at her pool again, and then going to the Garden State Plaza. I was there Tuesday and they opened an Urbs :):):) There's an H&M, Charlotte Russe, Express, Forever 21.. I need so much stuff for Montreal/school. At urban on Tues I got great stuff for school, and it sort of made me excited to go back to school for a little while. But then I was back to being depressed about it and wishing I could stay here for another semester or something. I miss Leigh and Jill and the 42 crew too much though.